What do I do?

So Rogelio Had his Immigration Interview In Ecuador on the 27th of October. They gave him a list of things to get and come back and make another interview appointment after he gathered all the papers. Sounds easy right? Well......

When you have certain people dealing with your case that in my opion don't know everything they are doing. You have the Wait for one- two weeks before anything gets done. No I am not happy with that! When the United States Consulate General In Ecuador tells us to do something and do it asap or you are going to wait a longer time. Guess what I want to listen to them. They are the people I am going to listen to. Just like When someone mixed up things ( not to name names) and only because I Myself took it to investigate you know like being a lawyer myself to find out that there was a form that was not filed and because a certain someone was supposed to file it and did not we waited a extra year almost. wow that sounds like huge oops # 1 well actually #2 #1 was actually hiring someone who dose not know how to do there full job.

So anyways I just need to know what forms were filed with the United states consulate General in Ecuador and where my sons birth cert is???? Um yeah that's another thing that was supposed to be in the things that Rogelio had but ummm someone ( not naming names) forgot to put in there or lost it. Yah sort of a big deal when head person at USCG asks you where it is and looks threw your papers with your husband 2 times and dose not find it. Yeah I would say that's also a big deal! Grrrr Really I can't believe all the messed up stuff happens to us. I only want people to do the jobs they were hired and paid to do and do it!!!!! GRRRRR really? Sorry I am just so upset...OK I am back to work on trying to get things done myself since other people don't do their job. Talk to you guys soon:) Pray for us Please all I want Is Rogelio back home!

update on things......

So here I am waiting for Monday to come. I feel like things are getting to the point of Rogelio finally being able to come home. Rogelio and I feel like we can start planning things. We are sort of waiting Intel he has his interview at the end of October, then we will know when his next interview will be and when He gets approved for his 2nd interview he will be able to come home within a week. There is a slim chance that he might not get approved but we are not considering that at all, there is no reason that he would not get approved.

So there for I can't wait Intel the first interview is done with because I will know more of what is going to happen next. At least we have the package off and its on the way to Ecuador. I will feel safe when it is in Rogelio's hands.

My parents can't wait Intel we are able to move out, also Intel Rogelio, myself and the children are together again. It has been very hard to deal with everything without Rogelio here. I know that when he comes home I will feel like a million pounds have been lifted off of me. I can't wait!! Please pray that he will be able to return for Christmas or better yet my birthday! That would be the best birthday gift ever!!!!!!

I Pray

So I am going to Pray that everything gets to Ecuador in time for the interview and that there is no lost packages along the way. Grr.....Sometimes people make me so upset when they don't know how to handle things in the way that they are exposed to be handled. I am only going to say that. Most of you will know what I am talking about.

I am not really nerves for the interview that Rogelio has in Ecuador because all he has to due is tell the truth and be completely honest with the people try to be him self, but he is nerves because hes like what if there is a question I don't know? I told him there wont be and if there is just tell them I don't know. Our lawyer said its all about our lives and questions about us. That can't be that hard its just the stress of being in the environment of being drilled with questions being in the hot seat. See if I was on the other end I think I would be more nerves. The only thing I am nerves is about the package getting there on time and him getting to the interview on time. I almost want him to sleep outside the place to make sure he is there.

I just pray everything goes fine. Also I pray that they will give him the 2nd interview right then and take the wavier right then also. Gezzzzzzzzzzzz that would be my dream come true because then Rogelio could come home within two weeks.

Updates on us here at home, well we have been sick for like a week now and to many doctor apts. It is very hard to take care of two sick boys when you are sick your self. Thank god for my parents being around and helping so much.

I wish Rogelio was here to help me that's who I want help from. My love my husband my life. I want him back so bad. I hope it is sooner then later. Please pray for us. talk to you guys soon:)

I Can't wait for the end of October

So as I told you guys before at the end of October is Rogelio's 1st interview! Yay! I can't wait. I feel like that kid that finally got taken to the candy store and couldn't eat the candy Intel she was good. Well I can almost taste that candy:)

I hopefully will find out then when his next interview is and when they think that he will be able to come back home to us. Finally then I will not feel like my life is on hold. Waiting for it to start.
Rogelio said that he feels like we are getting closer too. Like it's almost here he can almost taste it but not quite yet.

Rogelio and I have not been on web cam lately, We are going to cam this week sometime. I get so happy when we finally get to cam because its like going on a date well sort of. LOl with your kids and all.:) Hey I even put on makeup and going out clothes some of the time. lol I am so crazy . I just want to make sure that I look good looking for him. I don't want him to see me looking crappy and be like yeah ok thanks for changing out of your pj's for me lol. I don't want him to see me down for him to see me sad or not looking good.

I don't want him to know that its like that at all. I want to make everything look fine for him so that he is not down about things and feeling bad. I hate to see him sad or down and why make two of us bad and sad and down? He already gets into his down times why make more for him. I just want him to be happy. I see that it is a lot harder for him to be away from us. His family here and us as family his two sons and wife. For us we are just away from him. I mean sure I miss his family and Marcelo because Marcelo and I used to be best friends but It is nothing compared to missing my love of my life. My heart my world. Someone I would give up everything for. I love Rogelio more then life it self.

The only thing that keeps me alive and more motivated to get him back here is our love, How much I can't live without him but will for a small amount of time that is needed to be able to get him back in my arms.

So the other day I told Antonio that If papi dose not come back soon we will have to go and see him.Lol well He thought that I said that we where going to see Rogelio and started packing....I asked him what he was doing and he said he is trying to pick what toys he was going to take to Ecuador with us....He had already picked his books he was going to take with....then I asked him when he was planing on going and he said well mama you said we were going soon. I had to explain to him what I meant by it. I felt so bad. I really have to watch what words I say when I am talking to a 6 year old. He was upset need less to say but He got over it when I made him some ice cream and got his mind off of things.

Some times I feel like I am always changing the subject with my sons. I do do it on purpose because I don't always feel like talking about Rogelio and all that because it still gets me down and puts me in not always a good mood. Makes me sad that I can't do anything right now to get him back here this min and no matter what the kids say to me or to Rogelio we can't do anything its so hard makes me want to cry.

Rogelio is my life my love my everything I really can't wait Intel he is able to be here with us all. For us to start living. Love you all talk to you later.