You never see how crazy things get intel you step back

So Life for us as a family is so crazy there is way too many things that is going on right now and that need to be done right now. We need to step back and look at the situation that we are in and what we need to do first and what is the most important.

I can admit sometimes I do put things off but I have not been putting things off for a long time I usually do them right away so I can just get them done and over with. The only thing is getting ready for the Immigration interview is something like having a job. It is a job alone having to get everything together for it. Dam I wish that Rogelio was here to do some of the work instead right now Rogelio just went to church with his family and he now is playing volleyball with the family and then he is going to go fishing with his family. Grrr....sometimes I think dam cant you just tell me honey I am at home bored nothing to do I am working or something other then all the fun stuff you are doing with your family today!!

I know that he means no harm and alot of the time he dose just sit at home or he dose some extra work on the house or cleans or helps his brothers he dose not go out and actually have fun that often but when I do hear he is having fun I am happy for him at least he is not at home being depressed or anything like that but I am also jealous that I can't be doing that. Also that we can't be doing that together.

My favorite thing to do right now to make time pass after I do all the immigration things for the day that I can and are able to do. I read to Antonio and work with him for some of his school stuff because he has been behind in school because he has missed so much school because he is sick so often. That means working with him more then other children usually work with there parents. Some people think oh you need to work with Antonio hours and hours every day! Sorry people that is not how it works. You know that the people saying that do not have children or they don't have more then one.

If you have two or more children you know what I am talking about. Having another child and someone who is younger and dose not understand hey don't bother us right now we are trying to learn. I will play with you later to tell a 2 year old that is crazy. lol they don't listen. I have nothing aginst him for not listening there is nothing wrong with that he is too young to understand all that. He wants attention also. Sure work with your son well the other ones taking a nap. Lets see I can do that no problem, but that he takes no more than 30 min's for a nap and during that time usually I get a chance to sit down and not be running around or cleaning up after everything he gets into. Oh ok so you say wait Intel he goes to sleep ok, sure that will work.....most the time Antonio falls asleep during the time I am trying to put Miguel to sleep. When I try and wake him up he gets so mad and dose not want to get up at all.So there for that never works. So I am only normal I do what I can when I can.

So anyways I love Rogelio and we called him today and talked to him Rogelio and I told Antonio together that he might come home soon. Antonio seemed really happy and is trying to plan things for when Rogelio gets back. Love you all send your prayers to Rogelio and I. I hope you are all doing well:) Intel next time.

Our 6 Year old is sick agian....

So there has been many help problems that came along with our oldest son since Rogelio has been in Ecuador. Now he got his coughing back and runny nose. He is not sleeping that well at night because he is up sneezing and coughing all night. So there for I am not sleeping and our younger boy is also waking up once and a while. There are other nights before last week that our older son was so hard to wake up at all in less it was 6am or later.

So yesterday we were to the doctors trying to figure out things. All they had to say at that place was lets change his medication that he is on. Witch we have already done that many times and that dose not work, I figured ok we will try it one more time. So then last night he was coughing and up so much in the middle of the night. I sent him to school and school called and said he can't be there because he is coughing so much and sneezing. So I had to go pick him up from school.

I ended up calling a nurse line and talking to them and they said that they thought maybe he should be seen at the mayo clinic. If we are not happy with what are doctors are saying. I made a appointment at our asthma & allergies specialist doctor. ( A different one from yesterday at a different place also We go to a few different doctors for Antonio different specialists.) They were able to get us in right away. We got checked out over there the doctor said he did not think that this had to do with his asthma or allergies and refered him to a lung specialist ( yay just what I wanted another doctor to add on our list!) so we are going to try him out and see what happens. They don't have appointments for 2 months but my doctor is going to call me back and see if they can get me something sooner.

This is one of the bigger times that I wish Rogelio was here because he could help with all of this, also Antonio needs his dad here to be able to care for him. There are so many times Antonio tells me how much he wants Rogelio here and he dose not want me. It makes me feel so bad but I try to understand it is just that he misses his father. I do to. I miss him so much All I want is for him to come back and us to be a family again. I hate this hole waiting game.

I still can't wait Intel October well the end of it when I will find out what is going to go on with Rogelio. We need him home asap. Please GOD help us. Anyone who reads this please pray for us to be able to have Rogelio come home to us very soon.:) Love ya all talk to you soon. Thanks for reading small pcs of our life:)

Wow This is a lot to get together!!

So I have to get together all the paper work and things for Rogelio's two interviews and the wavier. It is so much work there is so much that I have to get together!! It is never ending!! So I got back from Vacation with the family on sat, it was fun being with the family. The only hard thing was everyone had someone. My brother, My sisters and my parents all have there partners. So that left me hanging out with my kids most the time.

I felt like I couldn't do anything as a couple with anyone....why? Well because Rogelio is not here. I felt like I was trying to intrude on people when I wanted to hang out. I know my family did not feel that way because they are always trying to do things with me too. Not like there was all couple times alone or anything it just felt like that to me, because it is hard for me to see people with there other half's and me not with mine.

Any who vacation was fun with the family kids are a bit crazy but what do I say they are mine and Rogelios kids they parable get it from us:) Antonio started school he loves it 1st graders are 6 years old Mom I can do things alone. MOM I AM 6 YEARS OLD!!!! My son yells at me sort of like saying hello I can do things alone now give me some space!! lol it was funny cute and sort of scary:( He is growing up so fast!!

I don't want my kids to grow up, I want time to frez just in tell Rogelio gets home then it can start again, but not too fast I want it to go slow after he comes home. I got to talk to Rogelio one time at the cabin but then I ran out of calling cards. I need to go buy some more. They are so much money because they add up to be alot! I can't wait intel he is home!!!! There is alot of work to get together but it is way worth it, I would do it 100 times over if I had to just to get him back here and in our arms!

Rogelio is doing ok right now no one is sick, he is trying to cut down some bushes by the house so he can have some what of a yard.

Sometimes I wonder if anyone even reads this, lol....any who Intel next time talk to you guys later.:)

YES YES YES!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!

So as some of you guys know because I called you today, Rogelio got his first interview!!!!!! Yay!!! I am so Happy!! So the case was supposed to be at the National Visa Center for like 3 months and then they are supposed to send it to the us embassy/ councelet of Ecuador and then have it there for like a month and then call us and tell us there is a interview. Well they did it all super fast!!! We have the interview well the 1st one around the end of October!!!

I know October sounds like so far away but at least its made!!! there is a set date for it I am happy! Now all I have to do is get a million and two things ready for the interview so I can give it to our lawyer and then send it down to Ecuador asap! It is a lot of work but totally worth it to be able to have My love of my life come home!!!! I can't wait!!! I am soooo happy right now! I just hope that the wavier goes fast or that they take the wavier at the interview! the first one at least! That would be a dream come true because then things would go even faster!!

Please God have Rogelio come home before Christmas! That would be a great Birthday/ Christmas Gift ever!!! That's all I want. I hope its really soon! I hope everything goes good with the first interview and then the wavier and then the 2nd interview!! My lawyer says that the wavier is the harder part. I just pray everything will go fine with that! OK well better get back to work and gathering things for the interview just had to tell you guys how happy I was to find that out.:) I will write again soon:)

My 6 year old tells everyone everything:)

So Last weekend we went to some garage sales with my mom. My mom had went out before we had even gotten up in the morning and was to a few when I got up we called my mom and asked where she was, my mom came and picked us up and we went out to a few around the area. Garage sales are always great when you find good deals:) There was a sale that I wanted to check out but my mom had already been there. She decided to stay in the car well Antonio and I went to the sale.

Antonio and I went in and started looking around. Then Antonio of coarse asked if he could pet the dog and started talking about his dog that he has. I asked Antonio to pick out some books that were there for only .25 cents! That's a deal! After he picked out the books the women tryed to interest him in other things I told him no we don't have money for all that we are just going to get the books and then he started telling the women how he had to save money and how the bad people took his papi away and he needs to save all the money he can to get him back from Ecuador. Kept going on and on about the bad people and how his papi is in Ecuador and he can't come back Intel he gets a lot of money and how we need to visit him and everything. I did not want to be rude and interrupt so I just let him talk. When he was done we went to the car and then he seemed pleased that he talked to the girl about his papi.

I think that some people have no clue what he is talking about when he talks about Rogelio because they don't understand that he was not legal here and the situation that we are in. Sometimes I just don't feel like explaining it in person to people. Especially people that we meet at a garage sale. Antonios so cute! This week sometime I am going to go on cam with Rogelio again! Yay can't wait! I used a $5.00 calling card the other day the person at the store told me that it was a good card to call Ecuador cell phones...Um yeah needless to say it gave me like 13 mins and was not a good calling card to call Ecuador cell phones. That's the last time I am going to listen to a American calling card center. I think I will stick to people that are Latino and know about calling to other country's. The only reason I got that one is because they were out of mine that I always buy.

I will have to tell the people to stock up more on my calling cards to Ecuador because I will buy them:) Intel later you guys take care thanks for reading my blog. Feel free to leave a comment:)