About Time!

Ok so here is a update on things and more... We finally got everything correct and filed the wavier papers on Monday! Yay! They accepted them at the American C In Ecuador!!! Yay!!! Now everything that we had to file is filed...all the papers that we needed are in...Now that was the very last step...that we had to do...All we have to do now is wait!...yes waiting for me sucks. I hate to wait on anything! At least I have something good I am waiting for...ROGELIO TO COME HOME!!!!...so here is the thing how it works...well this is what they told Rogelio when he filed the papers....The papers go to Panama then from Panama they go to Washington...They told him that It could be less then 3 months or it could be 6 months or up to a year! That sounds like a very long time....All we can do now is Pray...Pray that he is back here in way less time! For real like I want him here tommw!!....I still plan on making my way to Ecuador in Feb but it would be nice and very good if he could come home with me!.....Come on people can't I just put him in my suit case? Whats wrong with that? I would totally pay the over weight price on my husband for my suit case lol:)

There have been so many things that I have thought of how to get him home with me...but none of them are quite legal so there for I can not do it....I want everything to be done right...so I will never have to go threw everything that I am going threw again in my life ever!! It was worth it to go threw anything to get my love of my life back here but I don't think I could do anything like this ever again...come on people I moved back in with my parents something that I thought that I would never do in my life!

I went from the only person I knew that moved out on her own made a life for herself and a family at a young age had savings and had mostly everything I wanted in life or I was getting there....then we ran into the immigration problem....I love my husband to death but...if someone was to ask me or if I was to see someone with someone who did not have papers my words for the person would be don't be with that person leave before you fall in love with them...do not even have a relationship with them....it gets hard because most people would do anything for the person they love and the person who you want to spend the rest of your life with....but really it makes it so hard on you....even though Rogelio and I have had a better Relationship....and grew us more together I still would say that to other people...

I always say that I would never take anything back in life or change anything....And I would not....even though I have been threw alot with the whole immigration thing ....I have learned tuns!!

Some things I have learned...Shopping...you can shop for a lot cheaper....don't setal for things that are a lot of money you can always shop around and find it cheaper....how to clean with different products....how to take better care of my children...whats wright and wrong....not taking so much things for granted...who your real friends are...family comes first...money is not everything....spending limits....taking care of a pet is a lot!!...life lessons from living with my father there must have been like a million things that my dad has taught me or I have learned from him that I did not know before....sure he gets to talk alot and I mean a lot but if you listen a lot of it is interesting most of the time....( my father has been around the world and back):) ....there are soo sooo much more that I have learned but I will not write all of them lol....

For me to be able to step back from the life that I had and look at what I was doing and what I needed to change and grow up on some parts was something that I needed to do...something that I understand now is that I am ready...I am ready to move on with life...and never stop learning things but to move on be my new self....be ME!

I pray every day that Rogelio can come home very soon! Like tommw:) I dream every night about how our life will be again together at last!

On another note...last week we were all sick here at the house with the belly virus! it sucked even Antonio had to cancel his surgery that we had last week because we were all sick...he will be having surgery again soon...He has a pre-op then later the surgery...I am nerves like I always am without Rogelio here....It is very hard for Antonio to go threw things without his dad here.

One thing that I do not understand and If anyone knows why this is tell me....Why do people with records get to stay here and get papers here in U.S.A. then they send people back to there country's that have family's here and have not done anything wrong but that they came here without a visa?

Well I will chat with you all later Miguel is starting to get into things....:) Please Pray for Rogelio to Return fast! Thanks:)